at what point are you able to decide you deserve better for yourself? Is there a moment where the light gets turned on, or is it a gradual thing that doesn’t make sense until you are at the arrival destination?

For instance, I deserve to eat better/ no crappy quality

I deserve to belong to a gym and participate in a bootcamp

I deserve to surround myself with quality family and friends

My life is pretty alright right now. There are some(tons) areas that I can improve upon. But I find that I’m happy and busy and loved. So why do I continue to see myself short?

Lots of questions, not enough answers for now.